Ep 88: Your natural ability. What if you ran towards it?

For most of my life, I hated the fact that I could breathe. 😆
(Hang in there - this gets better.)
I was pissed I was alive, breathing. Goddamit, lungs.
Of course, I didn’t frame it up like that. I didn’t realize I was pissed at my organs for functioning well. For having abilities that they just naturally did without my express permission.
I was just sad all the time. Wishing that I could be somewhere else, on some other planet or anywhere but here.
I resisted breathing & having a beating heart. Hated it. Felt sad about it. Got pissed about it.
Until the day in an Advanced Body Class where I finally surrendered to the ’truth’ that I didn’t want to be on the planet anymore. I let myself have two full days of indulging in that as an actual choice.
And then the 3rd day, I sat on the front edge of a massage table, listening to Gary Douglas; and chose, in the middle of my being, to live.
Everything got easier after that day. 🥰
Which brings me to entities.
Yes.
You have a natural ability.
Your awareness of entities is there, just like your beating heart. And you can fight it and ignore it and hate it and be sad about it, you can make it un-relevant, and be at the affect of everyone and everything you’re aware of:
Or
You can surrender to your ability. Include all beings. Learn ‘how’ to use your ability to transform the energies that are always there in ways that make everyone greater.
What would your world be like then?