I was looking for my joy.

It was the beginning of December 2022, I had been in Latin America over a year, and my joy was nowhere to be found. I was sitting on my beautiful balcony staring at the green, lush Colombian mountains, tears running down my face, desperate for a massive change.

And so I did what anyone else would do, and got out my phone and started talking.

I had no idea if I was going to do anything with what came out. I was pretty convinced that it would be terrible. As I listened back, though, I started to actually hear me, and the act of talking let something loose in me that I had no idea I'd been holding back.

This podcast is private because it won't be for everyone. It's raw. There are episodes where I'm right in the middle of my shit. There are episodes where we break up and others where we get married. There are opinion pieces and tool pieces, but most of all, there is me.

I have always gotten the most personal change out of people willing to expose their everything. I'm hopeful that this is that for you.

It listens more like a personal journal, in that you need to start at the beginning instead of jumping into the latest. After about 5 episodes though, you'll be pretty caught up on the backstory and you can jump around as you wish.

May my journey lighten & transform yours.

And may you find the joy that is your birthright & innate space of being.